Winter.
There is something so beautiful about seeing your breath in the dry air. Fog from your mouth. I’m starting to fall in love all over again with this season. Bundling up in my scarf and gloves, plus people are much more happier this time of year. Not sure why. All the lights, perhaps?
Who knows.
Recently, I’ve been in transformation mode. This man is changing before his own eyes, and it surprises. I think that’s what I’ve always needed. Maybe we all do. But me, specifically.
Change.
New seasons…like leaves have fallen so has old skin, old habits, and old expectations.
And to be honest with you, I’ve never been happier. Cause really isn’t that what matters? I’ve spent so long trying to make other people happy, I’ve forgotten about myself. For once…..
I’m happy.
I hope you can tell. Actually, I really don’t care.
So that’s where I’m at. I’ve just turned the page, and to my disbelief is a white page waiting on me. No broken sentences. No pen marks. No coffee spills.
Just grace.
Waiting on me like a beautiful open winged dove.
3 days ago |
I have recently aquired a head cold. I did not purchase it. It was given to me. A little blessing from the mucus God’s. I am not really grateful for such things. Most things I’m given, I feel blessed….but not in this situation. I can’t seem to get off the couch. Blah.
1 month ago |
Here I find myself back at this lovely site- with new stories in my head. I will dare to share a few, and keep some close to myself. We are in a season where life is dying. Leaves falling and turning to bones, yet in this season I am full of life. I have more hope than yesterday….and I am proud to tell you. A lot is in the future for us and I will not look behind and get held up. I have done so one too many times. What is ahead is all we have, and we need to be grateful for each new tomorrow.
1 month ago |
“I’m feeling witty today. I laugh at my own jokes.â€
7 months ago |
I have a new sense of life. It’s not the sun, It’s not the rain. It doesn’t matter the weather. It’s my eyes. They are open, and it started with my soul. A soul that has opened are like gates finally unlocked. The rust falling off the hinges.
I am unlocked. I am free.
I’m not saying I have lost all of who I was, but I sure am trying. I think there is a point in life when we see ourselves for what we could be, rather than what we have settled to become. We change. Some people don’t like it. Personally, I would be quite unsatisfied if I always stayed the same….but that’s just me. I want to grow, break, build again, and come back stronger. Dare I say, hurt is worth it. It’s bold, but we wouldn’t grow if we didn’t have valleys.
I hope your spirit is strong. I hope your trust has patience, and your eyes are open.
Good Monday!…til next time.
8 months ago |
